we love you daddy!

i was browsing through my facebook account and i found this:

my hospital scare!

9:31am Sunday, Jan 28, 2007

* from: juan ni gracia
* Posted 25/1/2007I ran, asked around, found you and there you were, sleeping peacefully in a room, room that are divided by curtains full of patients.You’re gonna be ok.
and I will be here!!!Now when you read this, then it only means that we will finally be able to take advantage of that BYMARK Gift Certificate and spend every penny of it for that night with you and not waste a minute of it.I love you, I’ll always be here,and we’ll make it,
I love you, that’s eternal and let the world know about this,

babba @};—

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* from: juan ni gracia
* Posted 25/1/2007

3 1/2 hours later….

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* juan ni gracia
* Posted 25/1/2007

Hey babe,
I just got home from the hospital and it was a nerve racking experience, that helpless feeling, not knowing what was happening in the O.R. Good or bad, my mind was fooling me, instigating situations that my mind couldn’t bear. That damn sudoku was gettin’ harder and harder as the time goes by.

The last text you gave me was that you were gonna be in the 2nd floor O.R.
-Sure that damn traffic and coincidently that parking card was lost only to find that it almost got sucked in underneath the passenger sit. Damn, just when I was rushing to see you just for a bit before you get in the “O. fucking R”. And there I was in the waiting area late with that fucking card. After serveral cigarrettes they might as well put me in the E.R. w/u Yah that was nothing compared to when I heard a lady announcing, “CODE BLUE, cardiac patient, 2nd floor!”, 2nd fucking floor? All hell in my mind broke lose. “Fuck it, time to light another one of those damn smoke

FOR MY HUBBY:

my babe,

when they were taking me from the emergency my tears wont stop falling. thinking if i will make it–without you by my side. my mind was wandering if you’ll be able to find me. and all other what if’s.

finally woke up. found myself in a ward with these old people farting their asses off and they were taken home… i started to shed more. i thought i would wake up you beside me. it felt like i was going to die alone with those old farts! then i closed my eyes and prayed more until i fell back to sleep and finally woke up–YOU! tears fell. asked you what took you so long and told me you had to go again. it broke my heart but i understood though i wanted to be selfish yet i chose to be fair.

i can’t thank you enough for everything you’ve done for me. most especially that episode of my life–at the hospital. for watching over me and promised to never leave my side. for taking me to the bathroom every 10 minutes. for sleeping sitting up and maneuvering yourself on my bed constantly. i wanted you to sleep beside me and even wanted to switch places with you–well we did for a bit.

i guess, that was our “for worse” and our “sickness” but i am glad we have more of “for better” and “in health”. and though it was a tough one, i would do it all over again because it feels soooo damn good to be loved by you!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

now, let’s go have our wine, ribs & steak at that fancy restaurant. because we both DESERVE it!

my hubby loves me like he’ll get a heart attack and i am glad up to now he still does after almost three years of being together.