here i am on my maternity leave and i have tons of time to spend with my son but i can’t help it. i have this sudden urge of changing “scenery”. i love my job, but i want more challenge. then again, i shouldn’t even worry about it if my job is that easy. don’t get me wrong, my work is pretty hard too. i guess, it just gets harder when all of my clients demands their projects all at the same time. deadline is my mortal enemy. *sigh* i don’t know. maybe i am just bored. LOL!

i guess, i should be fine especially now that i am a mom. this work is flexible and i work with a great co-worker.

…staying up late for no reason.

…driving around until the sunrise.

…casino at niagara falls.

…spontaneous trips.

…soaking under the sun.

…spending my pay cheque on expensive shoes.

…spending my pay cheque on expensive clothes.

…spending my pay cheque on expensive purses.

…eating out every friday night.

…occasional pub and clubs.

…pinacolada, screwdriver, rum & coke, dirty margarita, jose cuervo and tequila shots.

…long driving.

…being out late–really late.

…coffee.

…demetres.

…movie theaters.

…those days.

does that make me a bad mother?

now just visualizing me out gallivanting i will surely miss my son the second i step out of the house. motherhood is definitely hard and more than a full time job and i don’t regret one bit of it.

i’ve rendered some invitations and i picked this design. however, i am torn between these:

hmmmmm…? white? chocolate? light blue?

which would you pick?