and now i am back

…after stumbling upon my own blog and saw my horrendous entry below; i think its about time to update. not only to tell you that the “twin” is gone but also, i think i’ll be sticking around. i need to get into blogging again so my mind can think (LOL!)

i owe this blog a pic update (or two). first! i have to convince my readers (if i have some left…i probably scare them away with my “twin”) that my face is back to 90% normal. it just left some marks and i hope it goes away completely.

i hope to post a clear skin photo soon. i am dying for that day to come. but being a mom i have forgotten the fact that my face had a terrible visitor and just concentrate on my adorable son.

and a loving partner who has been so caring, thoughtful, loving and sometimes patient with my whining about my ugly “visitor”. he’s the best and i love him oh so much!

i am thankful for this wonderful family that God gave me!

busy

so I’ve said so many times that I’ll try and update more often; but I don’t think it’ll happen. I’ve been busy with Athan and work and whole lot other things that being sick isn’tart of the agenda anymore.

Anyhow, my lil’ Athan is now 16 months (3 days) today. He’s been great. Though he’s got colds and cough (blame it on the weather). He’s been so talkative and very active to the point where going to church and hear the mass is impossible. Yeah! Its been crazy with him but good crazy! 🙂 in fact, kulit means healthy! LOL!

John on the other hand, he’s doing such a great job with our son. It’s just the bathing part! I can’t complain–ok maybe I complain here and there but I appreciate everything he does. Though at times needs more effort. LOL! He gets B+ most of the time hehehe!

As for me, exhausted from work but coming home to your son with a huge smile and widely opens his arms to hug you simply eases the exhaustion away. And I am glad that am not those type of working mom where you go home with a sleeping baby already. That will breaky heart badly and would probably quit work! My heart is for my family an am doing my best to provide them with everything they need everyday.

Okay…. laundry time!

rsv

we just came from jonathan’s doctor. she said he’s got the bronchiolitis. it should go away by itself (in fact, it came by itself—kinda!). i was so worried last night upon coming home I was welcomed with “may sinat na naman si jonathan” i wanted to cry right there and then. no, I had to be strong but my heart was broken into pieces. i thought he was getting better 😦 *sigh* he had no appetite either.

then last night, i broke down while he was asleep. i just had to let that out of my system. and I prayed sooooo hard. today after our visit to the doctor, we went to church. it feels good to visit HIM and just talk.

*sigh* tonight i think i’ll be able to sleep well enough because this time i know what’s up and my baby will be better.

thank you LORD!